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About Varied / Hobbyist amanda draperFemale/United States Recent Activity
Deviant for 8 Years
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basket 2 by a-simple-nothing basket 2 :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 basket 1 by a-simple-nothing basket 1 :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 jack the pumpkin king by a-simple-nothing jack the pumpkin king :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 woodland fairy by a-simple-nothing woodland fairy :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 2 morning glory by a-simple-nothing morning glory :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 picky sunrise by a-simple-nothing picky sunrise :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 crazy by a-simple-nothing crazy :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 1 11 monkey by a-simple-nothing monkey :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 3 peace by a-simple-nothing peace :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 1 porcelain heart by a-simple-nothing porcelain heart :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 1 24 5150car audio graffiti revised by a-simple-nothing 5150car audio graffiti revised :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0 mande marie graffiti by a-simple-nothing mande marie graffiti :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 0
six months
as i close my eyes and think of you
my love an endless sea of blue
from the moment i saw you i felt so alive
your beautiful face forever in my eyes
right then and there i fell for you
and from then on my love grew
with ever step and ever move
that is how i feel about you
i wanted to tell you then and there
but shyed away and kept it locked in my head
i hope you feel for me as i do you
because from the moment i saw you i knew this was true
six months has past by so fast
i want to make this one last
you are my life my reason to live
and i have my heart and everything to give
when we say goodbye it brings me tears
but then i think of you my dear
i think of your smiles and you kind thoughtful way
and the joy you bring me each and everyday
writting this brings me joy
this time your not just one of my toys
im true to you as i have always been
i hope this never ends
i ask you to take my hand
and keep it till the very end
if i must pass on before you
ill be up there waiting for you
i love you
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little mean faces
here i sit in the dark
letting my insanity run away
little mean faces stare back at me
chanting rhythms of my fate
i know theyre not real
and im sure im really quite sane
because if i was crazy
i would have given them all
little names
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deviantid10-13-09 by a-simple-nothing deviantid10-13-09 :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 1 1 deviant id 9-9-9 by a-simple-nothing deviant id 9-9-9 :icona-simple-nothing:a-simple-nothing 0 4


beginning of trust by davecbend beginning of trust :icondavecbend:davecbend 17 16 I Found The Silence by MartinStranka I Found The Silence :iconmartinstranka:MartinStranka 3,976 171 jellyfish rider by reiashford jellyfish rider :iconreiashford:reiashford 188 38 nagaterbang by reiashford nagaterbang :iconreiashford:reiashford 227 62 Vermillion Fantasy by GreyRadian Vermillion Fantasy :icongreyradian:GreyRadian 30 6 What Hangs in The Balance by soldierofsolace What Hangs in The Balance :iconsoldierofsolace:soldierofsolace 14 15 Cat Scan by clippercarrillo Cat Scan :iconclippercarrillo:clippercarrillo 147 21 Drew Barrymore by Miastroeh Drew Barrymore :iconmiastroeh:Miastroeh 32 49 Little Red Dress by Abbreviated-Silence Little Red Dress :iconabbreviated-silence:Abbreviated-Silence 9 9 Angry Birds Anger Management by Marzarret Angry Birds Anger Management :iconmarzarret:Marzarret 129 36 Setting Sun II by Astrikos Setting Sun II :iconastrikos:Astrikos 26 51 Sunset by Olivieroz Sunset :iconolivieroz:Olivieroz 32 23 Youth Gone Wild by XHell-Bent-BeautyX Youth Gone Wild :iconxhell-bent-beautyx:XHell-Bent-BeautyX 19 6 Vans by XHell-Bent-BeautyX Vans :iconxhell-bent-beautyx:XHell-Bent-BeautyX 45 21 Cincinnati by KrisVlad Cincinnati :iconkrisvlad:KrisVlad 321 138


  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
is this me this sad lonely insane girl no its not and i want to know why this girl is around

its really starting to piss me off how i cant control my thoughts my emotions my words my head basically
i cant seem to be happy or stay happy i keep overthinking and fucking things up in the process i cant control my moods and i seem to be sad and depressed constantly
im feeling paranoid again after i thougth i was finally over it and it wasnt happenin anymore i feel insane i feel alone and unwanted i feel like everyone is lying to me and everyone is pushing away fromm me and no one wants me or in shorter words lonely basically i dont get it its messing me up i cant think i cant eat i cant do hardly anything and i dont get it someone shed some fucking light on this please im sick of it and want to be me again

help me


amanda draper
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
WELCOME TO MY PROFILE!! Straight jackets are by the wall, meds are in the boxes. Enjoy your stay, and please visit again!

Current Residence: Iowa
Favourite genre of music: a variety
Favourite photographer: i have a couple
Favourite style of art: photography and graphic design
MP3 player of choice: apple
Shell of choice: conch
Wallpaper of choice: ?
Skin of choice: im not racist
Favourite cartoon character: taz
Personal Quote: no one said life was easy they just said it would be worth it



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Jo-Vix Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2012
hi buddy! Thank you for the fav!
Can you help me please?

Vote for me, click in "I WANT THIS" in the right of the page (on top)


I tahnk you sooo much, and I hope to deserve your vote.
BobaLuva Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for :+fav:ing "Le Petit Papillon"!!
XHell-Bent-BeautyX Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for the faves!! <3
teken-lovers Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fav :)
wolv91 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012
hey hnx so much for the fav :)
Frenchy287 Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the favs!!! :glomp:
Jo-Vix Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2011
Thank you sooo much for the favs!!
feel absolutely welcome to visit me again!
SilverC Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2011
Thank you for the fav! :hug:
schnurrDOSE Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav :hug:
Please check out the rest of my gallery if you like: [link]
Burning2Sleep Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fav!
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